it was my fault that i didnt scream
it was my fault cos i flirted w/ him a bit
it was my fault cos he mustve seen in me someone who could be taken advantage of
it was my fault cos i had an orgasm
it was my fault cos i didnt report it
oooo, i like these better...
-it wasnt my fault...my drinking doesnt give anyone the right to take what they please from my body
-it wasnt my fault...i dont know why i didnt scream...maybe i was ashamed to be in that position, maybe i was afraid noone would help, maybe i was so drunk(or scared) it didnt occur to me to scream(thats a hard one)
-it wasnt my fault...i have every right to flirt a bit, i still do it shamelessly today
-it wasnt my fault...he didnt see someone he could take advantage of, no way, he saw someone he could physically overpower
-it wasnt my fault...my body responded normally and naturally...i fought it w/ every fiber of my being. i wish id never recalled that.
-it wasnt my fault...i didnt want anyone to know, i wanted it to go away, if i drug it out like that it would likely never have gone away.
yay!...lets try another...i may not be able to.
-it was my fault cos i consented to sex. i didnt specify vaginal.
-it was my fault cos i stayed w/ him.
-it was my fault cos i continued to have sex w/ him. i shouldve known by then.
-it was my fault cos i never reported it.
-it was my fault cos i let him take advantage of me.
-it was my faul tcos i shouldve fought him harder.
jeezus, that was hard... now...
-it wasnt my fault...vaginal and a. sex are two completely different things, different experiences, that require specific consent, not specific denial.
-it wasnt my fault...i was trying to cope, i denied that it was rape for a long time...i had to be in control, being raped does not put me in control. i was coping. i was surviving.
-ok, that one's hard...i guess i just hoped it would be different. delusion doesnt make it my fault.
-it was not my fault...he was the father of my children, not wanting my source of income to go to prison(yeah right, im in texas)is normal
-it was not my fault...i didnt allow anything.
-it was not my fault...sometimes i fought as hard as i could, and if i didnt, i was terrified, or apathetic, not consenting. im 5'1, 110-120lbs, he's 5'11, 200lbs. not bloody good odds for me.
(ok.....i guess i post it now)
that was great, im gonna print it later...