maybe a trigger for some ppl?
1) my step dad for molesting me for so many years, and telling my mom he wasnt, and taking advantage by giving me the impression if i talked bout it the family i wanted to be real would fall apart, and my mom would be devastated
2) my mom. i can forgive her for marrying a convicted child molester(because he had been convicted 15 years ago and seemed to have recovered, even his daughter thought so, and me too at first)but when it all finally came to light she lied about seeing him AND LET HIM INTO OUR HOUSE and was sitting on his side of the courtroom while i was falling apart on the other, trying to help his legal case, and oh yeah, she defended him by saying 'he was sleep deprived' which totally explains everything!
3) the f*ckn lawyer he hired who said i dreamed it all, and 'i dont know how much sexual experience you have since youre 14, but how else would you know what male genitals feel like' i almost threw the water bottle they gave me at him
4)my friend/father-like figure/mentor-dude-person for helping me so much and then disappearing out of my life. sorta a trend with people i know
i got through it by trying really hard to make my mom understand. shes on my side now, but i stil have some issues with trusting her. the lawyer i just am pissed at from afar, and the mentor dude is just gone, so i focus on stuff i can do. not really specific or helpful, i know.
Edited by BladeDancer, 20 July 2011 - 09:35 PM.