The video game Skyrim
Star Wars (or anything associated with it)
Breathing or being kissed on or around my neck (something I used to love... He ruined it for me... a**hole)
Sometimes being f**gered will REALLY trigger me
S*x in general is triggering although not as bad as it once was... It is weird, it is usually hard for me to have s*x or to "get started" but once we start it is tolerable but then at other times during the middle of it I will just FREAK out and like cry and start to shake or I will just "blank out" and go inside of myself. My response varies and I never know how I will react so it is hard for me to have it now because I never know how I will react and it is embarrassing. />
Guys who look or sound a certain way (voice tone I mean)
Guys with a certain name.....
I have to stop I am starting to trigger myself.... />
Thanks for this thread by the way! ♥♥♥♥ />
Okay, well I now have more... I was r*ped again back in September of 2012 and all of the prior triggers were from December 2011 and before.
Anyway here's new triggers:
The 'cabin' (where it took place)
Anything that reminds me of him (my dad is best friends with him. Still...)
The numbers 22 and 29. (They are dates.) 12/29/11 and 09/22/12...
Just, lately I have this 'feeling' of something
in my head that needs to be known and I can almost sense it but it's not there. I KNOW that probably made no sense at all haha.
I don't know, there are others... I'll add more later.
Oh, belts sometimes and tickling sometimes. Just a lot of spontaneous and unpredictable things.