Posted 30 March 2004 - 09:46 AM
Thank you for letting us know what is going on with you. Take care of your self and be stronge. What you think may be the end of the world now, may be what saves you in the end. If you are being truthful about what you have been going through all these years, then you have no idea what the long term effect will be. Survivors of incest and child sexual abuse, tend to have problems dealing with even it when they get older. The childrens aid people are trained in these matters, and they will find out what is going on. A foster home is not the end of the world. I was in one for 13 months, and it was a safe place, where I meet some wonderful people. I also received the help i needed.
All the bad things in my life surfaced in high school, which lead to a rather miserable four years. I never delt with my past, and as a result I have blocked it all out as an adult. The good and the bad. I have no memory of my childhood, my friends or things that I once enjoyed. This is not a fun thing, it is hard not remembering who you are. Although I am constantly working to recover those memories, I don't know if I will ever get them back.
So my advice to you is that if you really are in danger, take the help that is offered to you. It's not so hard starting over!