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Back again....

Here I am. Back again. I can't take hte pressure, the stress, the anxiety the Flashbacks or the nightmares. I'm drowning in my own misery right now and there's nobody to help keep my head above water. I feel so very alone iwth this. Hubby tries to be patient with me. but I kow he also feels I should be better able to handle this by now. Instead I'm re-living it again and again almost the same as I did two years ago.

Why can't I just get better already? I wish I would just die. If this is what my life is going to be like forever and ever...... I mideasewell not even be here.
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you'll recover- at your own pace. don't harass yourself for the way you feel now. if you're feeling depressed - that is totally understandable. there is no "set time" for recovery.
Seanna, bluebird88 is right! I know you feel alone and yes it is a terrible place to be. But I just want to tell you that you are important! Your life is so valuable and precious. You are at the right place. Thank you for sharing!!!
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