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A couple months ago when I joined Pandy's it was a huge step for me. I never had any help dealing with this stuff. I've spent the ten years since the abuse ended ignoring the memories and affects until they became too much to bear then I would break down and repeat the process once the breakdown was over. I don't even know what inspired me to search for sites like this but joining Pandy's was probably the healthiest decision I've ever made. I know it doesn't replace real therapy but finding this place after so many years alone was life changing. And now after only slightly over two months of facing my past I'm trying to shove it back in it's box for awhile. I don't really want to. I just don't know how else to deal. I'm just so tired of being alone.
I don't know why I'm even posting this here. I guess to explain why I haven't been that supportive when I have still been asking for support from all of you. I'm sorry for that. I'm just wallowing in my solitude.