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The new guy, has now been my boyfriend for months. I trust him with everything inside me, and that frightens me incredibly. He knows my secret. He didn't judge me, he held me :(/> I didn't feel disgusting, and shamed by his reaction, I felt sad. He's such a nice boy. Nice, so nice. I feel like he's more than I deserve, I feel like I'm nothing and he sure is something. I just know I'm happy, but feel as if that's not right somehow, idk why. But I really am happy when I'm with him. It's when I'm not with him and I'm alone at night, that's when I have the nightmares :(/>
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Thank you Hannah, yeah I just feel like somehow it's wrong, I just don't feel deserving of it 
thank you for replying, it means a lot x
thank you for replying, it means a lot x
Dollygirl,
24 September 2012 - 04:31 AM
Your more than welcome. I know that feeling, i also know someone can tell you a million times you are deserving and still not believe it. I hope in time you can see this in yourself. Whilst you can't everyone is here to remind you. Thanks for adding me as a friendtoo x
MissHannah,
24 September 2012 - 04:42 AM
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