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Difficult past few days

Posted by niki , 18 November 2012 · 22 views

I've been having such a hard time these past few days. I'm not even sure why everything has hit me so hard...the big dates are a few weeks away so they shouldn't be bothering me this much. I've just been having bad thoughts again lately and the nightmares are in full swing...so very frustrating! I don't have anyone here at school that i want to tell what is going on. No one cares enough to notice I'm having a hard time and I don't want to bring it up with them. I just want to go home and see my BFF...she understands me. I just have to get through these next four days and i can then go home and be around people that I like and I know won't judge me or my feelings. I don't understand why this is so hard...its been almost 4 years and I was doing really well until this week hit me...Why?

Nov 18 2012 02:21 PM
I'm sorry that you are struggling. It doesn't matter how long it has been, it still hurts. I don't know why? I ask myself that same question. I am glad that you have a friend back home that understands you. Hopefully, the next couple of days will go by quickly for you. Keep reaching out here as many times as you need to. Take gentle care.

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