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I'm so tired of feeling this way (tw for some language)

04 January 2013
Posted by blondie2002  in Life In general
I'm so tired of feeling so f***ing dependant on people. I can't even get the basics I need on my own. I'm trying not to let it bother me, since I know plenty of people that can't really get around that well either. Then to make matters "worse", I hung up on my grandma out of frustration. I called back and apologized to her. It doesn't help that birthday is comeing up and I'm trying to get excited for it.

 
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2 Comments On This Entry

It's okay to be tired of that. It's hard, especially when you really wish things could be different or you could do more, but it's not in your ability at the moment. And that's okay, though it's hard to accept, and is a sort of grieving in itself. Caring, and hope the birthday went well, and that you are taking gentle care of yourself and showing yourself understanding :hug: if ok :cuppa:
FloweringRose, 18 January 2013 - 04:44 PM
thanks. My birthday was actually not bad, I hung out with some friends and watched movies.
blondie2002, 17 February 2013 - 11:52 PM
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