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I don't know what to do...

Posted by missophelia , 03 April 2013 · 52 views

I really don't know what to do.

Right now, I'm fighting so hard the urges to SI. I guess maybe I should have called Dr K? I don't know.

I just want to give in, get it over with. It would help at least for a little bit.

And it isn't helping that everything from the last time I SI'ed is fading. I find it a bit like losing the comfort I felt at those visible signs of my SI.

I don't know if that makes sense, but it might to some.

Not much, if anything, is holding me back right now.



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Untangling-It-All
Apr 03 2013 08:14 PM
I would call Dr. K in the morning and let her know what's happening. She can provide support and guide you through this.

Thinking of you :hug: :hug:
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missophelia
Apr 04 2013 03:57 AM
Untangling

Thanks for thinking of me. I did end up on the online crisis chat line last night. It helped me get through the night. I will probably call her this morning. And I think you are right, she can give me support and help me through this whatever it is.

:hug: :hug:
Hugs to you, safe ones if ok. I am here if you need me. :hug:
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missophelia
Apr 05 2013 10:35 AM
Nevetuli

Thank you so much for your support. It means a lot to me.

And safe hugs are always ok. :hug:

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