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Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 15 July 2013 · 58 views

I'm infested with some sort of sick desire to be held by the one that hurts.
I'm infested by some sort of sick illusion, that the pain inside me is worth it.
I don't want to care,
I don't want to feel,
No one's coming back,
Nope, this isn't real,
Get a box of matches,
Trim it tried and true,
Burn the world down slowly,
That sounds like what I'll do.
You're asleep.
You all sleep,
Save one.
Me.
I'm tired,
And there are no rescuers,
I'm dying,
And I'm just going to have to stay that way.



I can relate. It does seems way beyond what is normal rational to want to survive this pain, yet there it is.

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