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I grow more frustrated with myself every day.
Still can't remember my dreams. I figured out the right times to take my meds, but I don't think they're helping much.
I have a civil engineering test and an electrical engineering test this week. This is my second time taking CE since I failed last semester. I was following along on a problem in class and I tried to solve it myself, but I couldn't fucking get it right. I have a LOT of studying to do this week and i'm already falling behind on homework in my other classes.
I need to get it together.
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I've sorta been abusing my meds today. It's definitely not helping me study, but I've been feeling horrible today. My Dad has been texting me a little, and out of nowhere I told him that I really miss him and that made me cry. I wish he would come home even just to visit. He lives in the mainland because of his job. He bought a place for me to live when I started college. That's where I was raped... I wish I could tell my Dad. Or at least tell him there's something wrong with me. I think it would be easier to tell him in person... I wish he would come home
Still can't remember my dreams. I figured out the right times to take my meds, but I don't think they're helping much.
I have a civil engineering test and an electrical engineering test this week. This is my second time taking CE since I failed last semester. I was following along on a problem in class and I tried to solve it myself, but I couldn't fucking get it right. I have a LOT of studying to do this week and i'm already falling behind on homework in my other classes.
I need to get it together.
~~
I've sorta been abusing my meds today. It's definitely not helping me study, but I've been feeling horrible today. My Dad has been texting me a little, and out of nowhere I told him that I really miss him and that made me cry. I wish he would come home even just to visit. He lives in the mainland because of his job. He bought a place for me to live when I started college. That's where I was raped... I wish I could tell my Dad. Or at least tell him there's something wrong with me. I think it would be easier to tell him in person... I wish he would come home
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Whatever you do, best of luck.... the test is a week away, and you have time to improve some.