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What happened in my T session

28 January 2013
Posted by amandaunderthepink 
I had a T session tonight. I let off steam and vented. I had a mediocre session. She now wants me to eat white food (ice cream, dips, ect.). I started out with a bowl of vanilla ice cream tonight. It went ok.

There is no denying-I was an abused kid. For years,abuse from my parents-they crushed my dreams. My brother-he r'd me for years with no knowledge of my parents. My uncle when I was 4. And my rapist at 28. I hate that all the abuse happened to me. It has trapped me-shaped me into what it has wanted me to be.

I can't stand the person that I have become, a small, hurt, scared woman, cowering from the world. I am NOT small-I am built big. I have just now started feeling good about myself.

Why does the abuse have to ruin me?

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