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Today at school around 4th hours which is like about 11 o'clock and guess who the hell shows up at my school? The guy who freaking raped me 2 years ago!!! I freaked because I was walking by the main office and saw him and he saw me and gave me the most evilest look ever. I ran back to my classroom and txted my mom telling her who the hell was at my school, she calls them school and tells them he is not to be there, that he's a freaking rapist and is scaring the hell out of me and shit. He takes off from the office and just starts walking around the halls, walks past my classroom and then double takes back and stands in the door way just steering at me. Giving me the look of death. It sent shivers down my spine and made my skin crawl. He leave because the school makes him. The day goes on, I come home, get a phone call from one of my guy friends who is stressing out about him and his girlfriend. So me being a good friend I go and try to help him out. We meet up at a school park not to far away from where I'm staying at and we kick it for a little while till I look up and see him and some guy riding up on bikes. They turn in and ride around in circles and he's just steering me down, giving me the look of death again. Me, I'm scared to death and take off running and my friend comes after me and tells me he aint going to try shit when I'm around him. My friend walks me home to make sure I make it safe.
Am I ever going to be safe?! It feels like it don't matter where ever the hell I go, he's always there! WHAT THE HELL!!! I'm just so freaking tired of living in fear that he might be around the corner or something...I just don't know what to do anymore.....
 

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Thats probably my worst fear: That Shawn will show up at my school. I'm so so so sorry that it happened to you...I hope everything will be okay
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