I am constantly doubting myself and my story. I feel so confused by it all I just don't understand.
Is it all in my head?
How am I supposed to go through court when everything is so fuzzy? Will they think i'm a liar? Will he get away with it if I get my story mixed up? What will people think of me? Did I do the right thing by going to the police?
What if his family harass me for sending their son to jail?
So many questions that I don't have the answers to I feel like I am drowning myself. Some days I swear I can't breathe.
I just don't know if I can do this. Any of it.