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Posted by Shani , 18 December 2013 · 161 views

Some days I remember everything as if it only happened seconds ago, other days I can barely remember a thing.
I am constantly doubting myself and my story. I feel so confused by it all I just don't understand. 
Is it all in my head? 
How am I supposed to go through court when everything is so fuzzy? Will they think i'm a liar? Will he get away with it if I get my story mixed up? What will people think of me? Did I do the right thing by going to the police?
What if his family harass me for sending their son to jail?
So many questions that I don't have the answers to I feel like I am drowning myself. Some days I swear I can't breathe.
I just don't know if I can do this. Any of it.



I just want you to know, that I believe in you.  You've done the right thing, and your fears are only normal - walk through them anyway... Love yourself, and just Breath...............

I absolutely love this poem, Shani, and I wanted to share it with you, it has helped me through crisis times in my Life - enjoy!

 

Don't Quit

 

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,

when the road you're truding seems all uphill,

 

When the funds are low and the debts are high, 

and you want to smile but you have to sigh,

 

When care is pressing you down a bit,

rest if you must but don't you quit.

 

Life is queer with its twists and turns,

as everyone of us sometimes learsn,

 

And many a failure turns about,

when you might have won had you stuck it out.

 

Don't give up, though the pace seem slow - 

you may succeed with another blow.

 

Success is failure turned inside out - 

the silver tint of the clouds of doubt.

 

And you never can tell how close you are;

it may be near when it seems so far.

 

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit - 

Its when things seem worst,

that you must not quit.

Tell what you know to the best of your memory.

It was the right thing.

You're defending yourself and protecting others.

Do it for you.

Stay strong.

 

I absolutely love this poem, Shani, and I wanted to share it with you, it has helped me through crisis times in my Life - enjoy!

 

 

Don't Quit

 

 

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,

 

when the road you're truding seems all uphill,

 

 

When the funds are low and the debts are high, 

 

and you want to smile but you have to sigh,

 

 

When care is pressing you down a bit,

 

rest if you must but don't you quit.

 

 

Life is queer with its twists and turns,

 

as everyone of us sometimes learsn,

 

 

And many a failure turns about,

 

when you might have won had you stuck it out.

 

 

Don't give up, though the pace seem slow - 

 

you may succeed with another blow.

 

 

Success is failure turned inside out - 

 

the silver tint of the clouds of doubt.

 

 

And you never can tell how close you are;

 

it may be near when it seems so far.

 

 

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit - 

 

Its when things seem worst,

 

that you must not quit.

 

 

Beautiful poem! Thank you. :)

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