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I called the local church after hesitating for so long and spoke with a very kind Pastor and only told him that I have been stressing and getting bad anxiety due to finals coming up and the past (abused by father and brother). The only thing I was advised was to start coming to church an pray pray for others, especially those who have done me wrong.
I just feel so tired lately and honestly think it is school and I just want to be able to wake up and not have to do ANYTHING. I just feel like I might break, which explains that tight feeling in chest a bit. My mom also makes me feel like s***. I love her but sometimes I just want to scream because she does not listen. I really do hope that this feeling of anxiety and stress goes away. I just hate feeling like this. Cannot even really leave the house at times without feeling that "headache" or tiredness.
Just want to be able to get well, spiritually especially for my own sake.
I just feel so tired lately and honestly think it is school and I just want to be able to wake up and not have to do ANYTHING. I just feel like I might break, which explains that tight feeling in chest a bit. My mom also makes me feel like s***. I love her but sometimes I just want to scream because she does not listen. I really do hope that this feeling of anxiety and stress goes away. I just hate feeling like this. Cannot even really leave the house at times without feeling that "headache" or tiredness.
Just want to be able to get well, spiritually especially for my own sake.
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You'll get there.
Take care.
*safe hugs* (if okay)