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feel so alone

Posted by bellaroo , 23 January 2013 · 130 views

I feel so alone. I just want to be better and not have to deal with the constant nightmares,panic attacks, and flashbacks....I just want it all to end. I know this very stupid of me to say...but sometimes I feel like I have no one.I guess its just my head messing with me....but I just feel like no one cares.
I want trish back...she knew me like a book..she could tell when I needed a hug or anything like that...even if I didn't need a hug she would do it anyway...or put my head on her lap and rub my hair....gahhhh...I hate this :(/> :(/> I feel stupid for feeling this way...

Jan 23 2013 05:25 PM
You don't need to feel stupid for feeling the way you do right now. I know I've felt this before and many other people have too. Sitting with you if ok :) :metoyou:
thanks so much! I feel so needy and I dont want to be that way....which makes me feel worse because who wants to be needy?..
I get exactly how you feel :hug:/> I moved to another country few months ago and have no one here to turn to and I feel very alone. Keep your chin up. You're not alone! I'm here if you want to talk or need a hug :daisy:/> A BIG WARM HUG to you! :hug:/>
Sorry Bllaroo, I didn't mean to pity you at all. I hate it too when people do this, so I'm sorry if I made you feel that way. I just would like to take your pain away and make the bad days easier for you. That's all. I hope that with Pandy's support you'll find it easier to cope.

Take gentle care
NO NO NO you didnt make me feel that way I guess i just felt that i was being "whiney"....im just rambling and i need to vent but really dont know what to say...so im not making sense..sorry dear :oops:

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