Dealing with suicidal thoughts
Taking your life is not an easy task
It's hard, you know?!
To plan your own death.
And live to tell about it.
About such a horrifying experience.
No one should need to go through that.
No one should WANT, to go through, something like that.
It's a horrible feeling.
Today, I carry the remnants of a desire to live no more.
Left in its wake, in me, are the burning embers of - what seems to be - a distant day.
I have been reborn.
My rebirth happened on a Friday - just three days ago.
So, I'm living day two of my rebirth and am enjoying every waking moment.
Each moment, one I would not have been able to enjoy had I followed through with ceasing to live.
(I can write no more)