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Stupid poem.
I don't know what to do anymore. I try, but I don't understand anything. I'm not as smart as the boys are. Maybe there's a reason there aren't many girls in engineering.
My meds don't help. I don't think they ever did. That shit can't fix my brain. I'll still take the Zoloft, but I'm done with the bropupion and clonazepram. Alcohol helps a little more. I still can't focus. It doesn't matter. I spent weeks studying nonstop. For what? Just to fail midterms anyways? Why the fuck do I bother?
If I get kicked out of school, I lose my therapist and my psychiatrist. And my rent money. I already lost my job because of my grades.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I don't know what to do anymore. I try, but I don't understand anything. I'm not as smart as the boys are. Maybe there's a reason there aren't many girls in engineering.
My meds don't help. I don't think they ever did. That shit can't fix my brain. I'll still take the Zoloft, but I'm done with the bropupion and clonazepram. Alcohol helps a little more. I still can't focus. It doesn't matter. I spent weeks studying nonstop. For what? Just to fail midterms anyways? Why the fuck do I bother?
If I get kicked out of school, I lose my therapist and my psychiatrist. And my rent money. I already lost my job because of my grades.
I don't know what to do anymore.
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