Days like this....
Fibromyalgia is a weird disorder. Pain levels the last two days have gone past 10. The pain moves around and usually I am able to manage my pain with meds help. Last year at this time it was my knees. Now it is my hips.
I wonder why me? What have I done so horrible; what mortal sin have I committed to deserve this pain and restrictions on living. I cannot plan ahead or commit to a date with a friend or family cuz I don't know what my levels are going to be. Many people think fibromyalgia is just a word for hypochondriac and all in my head. If they could only experience my pain for an hour I am sure they would change their mind.
So why am I here still? What do I have to offer? I feel like a big blob of nothing.