Feeling messed up
i feel so alone and messed up. just this piece of crap that has been thrown aside and stepped on so many times why would it stand up for itself?theres no point. if everyone else sees me like this why am i even bothering to try and stop it from happening again? i know no one else should be in danger, but sometimes i just feel so lost and dont know how to find the strength to do this.
my support person during the interviews said she was amazed at the strength i had for telling my story. wish she could see me now, or even how i see myself. just this broken shell who isnt even a person.