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He did, but then no one would believe me

21 March 2012
Posted by ChristineMarie  in Memories, Pain, Thoughts all ...
I know that he did, I remember him doing things. I think that I try to wish it away, I want to think that I am wrong. I want to tell myself that I am wrong because here I am having a relationship with him, how could I after what he did. It is like I am saying that it is okay, what he did. My sister resents me because I treat him good, she resents that I was not hurt by him like she was. It pisses me off, because I was hurt, I wish I could say you know what he didn't beat me, but he touched me, he said things that he shouldn't have, done things that he shouldn't of. But she would not believe me, no one would believe me. They would think that I was crazy like my other sister. He just has a different side of him that no one knows but me, and it sucks because he was two different fathers for us, both sick monsters just in different ways. Now looking at him though, it is hard to believe he is the same man that did all those awful things that he did. Why in the world would I want to associate with him??!!

 
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1 Comments On This Entry

You have every right to feel or do what you want. Your sister should not resent you for that. Its you decision not hers, if she doesn't want anything to do with him, that's her. We have to let go of the hate, because if we don't, we will never heal.
Nichole, 22 March 2012 - 12:00 PM
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