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Just wrote back to my email and suggested that maybe it is best if I intern at Warner Brothers Lot in the summer. Next semester, I am registered for 4 classes; but because they are all film, two classes are 2 and a half hours and one is an 1 and a half and the production course is about 4 hours but varies as time goes on. Sorry but I did get a bit teary eyed because I just do not know what to write back. I truly think this intern is a GREAT opportunity; but deep down inside I hate to admit, I kept thinking how will I have time to not only write for classes but write the other stories that I have been working on "my own time."
Just feel a bit frustrated and ugh I do not know, guess afraid to admit that it is okay to just say "no" and whatnot. I keep telling myself to be grateful that this lady is understanding since there are MANY people who act like "suck it up," etc. when I DO have a lot on my plate. I always say this: but when I am not in school or busy doing school assignments, I am WRITING-especially with contests that I am HOPING to submit to (even though these contests are a long shot, especially for someone my age)
Maybe this semester, I should just focus again on school and writing so when summer comes, I will just intern. I am a bit bummed and just feel super tired. I will admit that I RARELY give myself credit ever and I know a lot has to do with because of some people I have been associated with over the years and I NEVER want to come off as cocky and conceited.
I am going to sleep on this decision and respond HOPEFULLY tomorrow. I am planning to talk to my mom later (since I have "told" her things that have been on my mind for a while) I truly do think that my worries/stress/and-knock on wood-anxiety [but minor] have been pushed up from overwhelming myself and not letting myself just rest and relax.
Just feel a bit frustrated and ugh I do not know, guess afraid to admit that it is okay to just say "no" and whatnot. I keep telling myself to be grateful that this lady is understanding since there are MANY people who act like "suck it up," etc. when I DO have a lot on my plate. I always say this: but when I am not in school or busy doing school assignments, I am WRITING-especially with contests that I am HOPING to submit to (even though these contests are a long shot, especially for someone my age)
Maybe this semester, I should just focus again on school and writing so when summer comes, I will just intern. I am a bit bummed and just feel super tired. I will admit that I RARELY give myself credit ever and I know a lot has to do with because of some people I have been associated with over the years and I NEVER want to come off as cocky and conceited.
I am going to sleep on this decision and respond HOPEFULLY tomorrow. I am planning to talk to my mom later (since I have "told" her things that have been on my mind for a while) I truly do think that my worries/stress/and-knock on wood-anxiety [but minor] have been pushed up from overwhelming myself and not letting myself just rest and relax.
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