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03 December 2012
Posted by MissHannah 
Last night was tough, this flashback wasn't visionary but somehow one of the most realistic i've had. I could feel the room. The atmosphere. I have memories, i have flashbacks. I felt more like "her". All i wanted to do was grab that girl and run. And save her.

Im still finding it hard to accept that as me. Im getting there.

 
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5 Comments On This Entry

I feel like that every night since it first started happening. Now I have new unwanted memories, but the process is and will forever be the hardest. you are not alone MissHannah. good luck
Bnessa218, 03 December 2012 - 06:13 AM

Bnessa218, on 03 December 2012 - 06:13 AM, said:

I feel like that every night since it first started happening. Now I have new unwanted memories, but the process is and will forever be the hardest. you are not alone MissHannah. good luck



So, does this ever go away?
Nessie3, 03 December 2012 - 01:49 PM
I hear you. That makes so much sense to my head and heart. With you, if you need/want a friend
acceptingme, 04 December 2012 - 12:17 AM

Nessie3, on 03 December 2012 - 01:49 PM, said:

Bnessa218, on 03 December 2012 - 06:13 AM, said:

I feel like that every night since it first started happening. Now I have new unwanted memories, but the process is and will forever be the hardest. you are not alone MissHannah. good luck
So, does this ever go away?



I've been fighting it for years... and now I have new nightmares to add to the table. I am starting to feel like it never will
Bnessa218, 04 December 2012 - 05:02 AM
Bnessa218, you will get there though i know how you feel.

Hang in there and take care
MissHannah, 05 December 2012 - 12:35 AM
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