Finally saw my T today.
I was totally resistant all session but I hadddd to tell her the thing I kept remembering, it was too much you know? So, I told her I had to tell her and we literally had FIVE minutes left. So I did really fast, and it was almost definitely a mistake. Like, I'm glad it's off my chest, but telling somebody your biggest secret, that your dad made you have intercourse with him, in five minutes and then not being able to talk about it? Poor choice. I guess I'm glad it's off my chest now. She didn't even have time to say anything. I wonder what she's thinking. I'm scared . I emailed her and asked her but she probably won't say that much. She'll want to wait. I'm so freakin' anxious though! So, I have decided to enlist all of you fabulous Pandy's people in helping me decide what she thought. She already knew some of it, but she thought it stopped at third base.