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wanting....

Posted by missophelia , 12 March 2013 · 36 views

wanting
to erase every word ever said to me
by her, by him,
and by him
to bury it all again
to finally realize, once and for all
what I really am
and to stop striving to change
what I know to be true
about myself
to remove every mirror from existence
so that I don't have to confront
what it is that I don't want to see
to take up my tool
to give myself relief
to give myself what I want
to finally end it all
the struggle
the pain
the anger, the anxiety, the depression
the hatred of myself
wanting
to erase me



Just know that I would miss you :( :metoyou:
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missophelia
Mar 12 2013 07:59 PM
thanks, Nevetuli :metoyou:
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Untangling-It-All
Mar 12 2013 08:33 PM
Short on words today. I'm listening :hug:
I'm listening too missophelia :hug: if okay ans if you want them? x
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missophelia
Mar 13 2013 01:54 PM
Untangling

thank you for being here :hug:
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missophelia
Mar 13 2013 01:56 PM
MissHannah

thank you for being here, too. And hugs are always ok, and appreciated. :)

:hug:

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