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update....again....

Posted by missophelia , 10 September 2013 · 103 views

Well, with my last post, I wasn't feeling the depression at the same time that I was feeling the lyme symptoms.

Well, now I'm feeling it all at the same time.

Which is making me more depressed.

So is the prospect of having to live with this disease.

The exhaustion is beyond excruciating. It is also quite crippling.

I relayed to my therapist, in my session today, the feelings I have had that have been suicidal. And the urges I have been having to SI.

I don't know how much longer I can survive this way.

I don't think I am ever going to get better, either physically, or emotionally and mentally.

I don't think I am ever going to heal.



(((missophelia))) You're exhausted, in pain - both physical and emotional - from the Lymes and depression. Try not to think of anything but getting through this day. One day at a time hon. Lean on us for support. Trust that it will not always be this way. I know, easier said than done especially when you're in the midst of it all but it is the truth! Have faith my friend!

Much love! :hug:/> :hug:/> :hug:/>
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missophelia
Sep 11 2013 12:11 PM
Susan

Thank you for being so encouraging. I am trying. And it's good to know you are here for me.

Lots of love!! :hug: :hug: :hug:
supporting you too from this end. The lyme - is this a new development ? Ive been in and out so perhaps missed a previous post but . sorry to learn of it.

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missophelia
Sep 11 2013 04:25 PM
Hey Zelda

Thanks. Yeah, the lyme is a new development. I was treated for tick bite about a month ago, started feeling sick this past week. Spent most of the day Friday in the ER. But I don't think you missed much, I haven't been posting much.

Thank you for your support. It means a lot to me.

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