I know that after my r*** my social anxiety has been higher than it usually was, but I'm really feeling lonely in a different way right now. My lack of interest/drive to really become friends with people is very low right now and I don't know what to do about it.
I just don't know what to do right now. I want friends but it feels like I'm incapable of trusting anyone to really be my friend. But being alone/introverted is okay, right? Maybe I just need to stop comparing myself with other people my age and focus on finding one friend that I can be close to and start from there.