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Posted by LBinON , 06 November 2012 · 155 views

So today is my birthday.
It is the first one without my Mom.
It is the first time that I had to take my child out to buy my present.

Today hurts

Today my brother called before 10am to wish me happy birthday.
I got wished "Happy Birthday" for the first time by my nephew.
My daughter brought my breakfast in bed that I accutually enjoyed. (cold pizza, pop, and girl guide chocolate mint cookies :thumbsup: )
my Boyfriend is taking me out to dinner.
and one of my best friends is making me a chocolate cake that has over a pound of dutch chocolate in it.
and I have had well wishes from all over the globe.

All in all, today could be a hundred times worse, in fact it is a pretty good day.

but I still miss my mom

Nov 06 2012 10:38 PM
hey LB... Im sorry for your loss. Happy birthday if okay to wish. (((with you during this time)))
Happy Birthday. They are hard sometimes, but I'm glad yours went well.
Thanks! the end of the day went well too. A friend came over late that night and we sat around and swaped dumb jokes and silly stories over a drink! All in all it was a much better day than I feared

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