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I wish I wasn't so damn sensitive at the moment. Little things that normally wouldn't bother me, make me want to do something so drastic.
I did it again. I don't know why. I feel like there is no one i can talk to when I get like this. I feel so alone. I tried calling someone, to talk things through, but he cut me off. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I have no sense of purpose in life. I keep flitting between feeling numb and feeling upset. But mostly, I just feel numb. I wish there was some way out of this. But how can I get out when I don't even know what's making me like this? I wish I had someone to understand me, although would that even help? I'm not sure it would help, it's just one more person to judge me.