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....Things didn't work out with me and Chris.
I still believe that he really liked me.
I'm crushed, but have stopped crying for now.
I cried for a couple hours. My best friend Amber is over.
I don't know. He said that he didn't want to get too attached going into the Navy. That he'd been through a similar thing recently. He said, "I'm sorry darlin', but I just recently have overcome something similar, and I can't emotionally afford to do so again. I shouldn't even be in the market for a girlfriend right now" I told him that I still wanted to try, that I'd be willing.
I told him that I understood and wished things could be different. I asked if we could still keep in touch and he said, "I dunno. I don't think so. There's a lot going on in my life right now I don't think it would be best." but he said he'd "hang onto my number just in case".
And then....he deleted me off Facebook.
A part of me still believes that if it's meant to be, it'll happen. I can keep seeing people in the meantime; and I have his contact info in case.... what if his Navy stuff doesn't pan out? Who knows what the future will hold?
But tonight I'm crushed.
I'm crying and mad and crying and pissed and punching things.
But tomorrow I'm spending time with my good friend, Jordyn. Yay.
I still believe that he really liked me.
I'm crushed, but have stopped crying for now.
I cried for a couple hours. My best friend Amber is over.
I don't know. He said that he didn't want to get too attached going into the Navy. That he'd been through a similar thing recently. He said, "I'm sorry darlin', but I just recently have overcome something similar, and I can't emotionally afford to do so again. I shouldn't even be in the market for a girlfriend right now" I told him that I still wanted to try, that I'd be willing.
I told him that I understood and wished things could be different. I asked if we could still keep in touch and he said, "I dunno. I don't think so. There's a lot going on in my life right now I don't think it would be best." but he said he'd "hang onto my number just in case".
And then....he deleted me off Facebook.
A part of me still believes that if it's meant to be, it'll happen. I can keep seeing people in the meantime; and I have his contact info in case.... what if his Navy stuff doesn't pan out? Who knows what the future will hold?
But tonight I'm crushed.
I'm crying and mad and crying and pissed and punching things.
But tomorrow I'm spending time with my good friend, Jordyn. Yay.
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