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J: What are you doing?
Me: Nothing, I'm fine. You?
J: Going to crash here. J says he loves you.
Me: What? Is he drunk?
J: Probably. We all are. He said it, though.
Most of my brothers friends have known me for years. One of them saying that shouldn't bother me. But because of what has happened, in large part at the hand of one of his so called "friends", hearing that isn't calming or reassuring.
It makes me check the locks 50 times.
Enables me not to sleep tonight.
Makes me throw up.
Shatters me.
Destroys me.
Hearing someone cares about you shouldn't have that reaction.
But to me?
I worry it always will.
J: What are you doing?
Me: Nothing, I'm fine. You?
J: Going to crash here. J says he loves you.
Me: What? Is he drunk?
J: Probably. We all are. He said it, though.
Most of my brothers friends have known me for years. One of them saying that shouldn't bother me. But because of what has happened, in large part at the hand of one of his so called "friends", hearing that isn't calming or reassuring.
It makes me check the locks 50 times.
Enables me not to sleep tonight.
Makes me throw up.
Shatters me.
Destroys me.
Hearing someone cares about you shouldn't have that reaction.
But to me?
I worry it always will.
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This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.
Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.
What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.
There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.
Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.
What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.
There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.
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