Statements to Ponder
I don't think anyone should endure my life, but I feel in a small way I deserve it.
I hate being angry, yet I feel justified in my anger.
I hate feeling broken, yet all evidence points to this.
I think blind faith is mythical, yet so much of my recovery depends on it.
I don't like relationships that touch me in a way I cannot control emotionally, yet deep down it is all I have ever wanted.
I don't like the status quo, yet I strive for normal.
I love without limits, yet I put up an emotion front.
I want more, yet I am afraid of it.
I can do more, yet I continue to hinder myself.
I am warmed by the efforts of others, yet I question their motives.
I hate lying, yet I lie to myself everyday.
I am a beautiful puzzle of contradictions. Take gentle care.