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didn't quite anticipate this.

Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 29 July 2013 · 71 views

so it's been determined that i'm around seven weeks along. how was i unaware that something is living inside of me for seven weeks? i feel guilty and negligent for waiting so long to pursue this matter. and i'm really worried about all the things i've been putting in my system. i take fourteen pills a day and i was drinking with my boyfriend a few weeks ago, which was a bad decision to begin with. but i feel like i should mention that he didn't pressure me. the lady at the women's center said i should be okay, and obviously not to drink again and see my psychiatrist as soon as i get the chance, but i'm still concerned. i have my first ultrasound scheduled for next monday. i'd like for my boyfriend to be there, but he still doesn't know. i'm not showing yet, so maybe that has something to do with it. i feel like he's not gonna be happy, but he's not the type to leave me...us. as far as my feelings go, i may not be ready, but i'll do absolutely everything i can for this baby.

Jul 29 2013 03:12 PM
I hope your boyfriend takes the news well. A baby is a blessing. Take care of yourself :hug:
Congratulations about your baby. Like Shellie said, a baby is a blessing :)/>

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