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mark, i used to love you so much, i have songs that have lyrics to perfectly describe how i feel, christina perri...., i cheated on you because kevin raped me, because of that i need more reassurance, im more insecure than i were before, im irrational at times, i need more love. i miss you like mad, but
i know that if you cant get over it then i deserve more as im not at fault
i know that if you cant make me feel safe then i deserve some one who will
i know that if you cant be there for me emotionally then il find someone who can
you havent got over it, you cant make me feel safe your never around and i dont mean the distance, you told me you wouldnt be there for me emotionally
i hope you see right through my walls
i hope that you catch me cos im already falling
il never let a love get so close
you put your arms around me and im home ... thats how i used to feel
its easier to for you to let me go and thats what i ve decided, although it hurts like hell,
time to be a normal person and not a survior, i am now like this, i have a path, i wont get over the past its apart of me, its formed who i am, you cant accept that,
you have held onto the past, we all do it, im just sorry we both cant move on to the future,
the furture i wanted to build with you
i hope you find happiness my dear but i will not be waaiting for you anymore, i want and deserve respect and happiness
i so so so wish it were you but i have accepted it wont ever be, i so with i were wrong, but reality is what it is,
sweet dreams my love... find happiness