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Ugggghhhh, what's wrong with me?!
I can't wake up in the morning without my fiance there to kick me out of bed. I sleep through multiple alarms, I even turn them off in my sleep and can't remember doing it. Usually my fiance eventually manages to wake me up when he's tired of hearing my alarms going off.
Last night I stayed up till 2am studying. That's a little bit late for me, but I usually fall asleep around midnight anyways.
I finally gained semi-consciousness at 7:39, when he told me that he had tried to wake me up, and that I was already late. When I realized I was already going to miss my most important class, I decided to skip both and went back to sleep. My fiance headed to class.
He called me five times trying to wake me up while he was walking home. He came in the room shouting for me to get dressed because I guess he lost patience by that point (we had somewhere to be).
I don't know what's wrong with me! I'm trying to maintain a normal sleep schedule like my therapist suggested but I still feel exhausted and I can't wake up on my own. It's so frustrating because I feel soooo lazy, and that makes me angry with myself.
Last week my psychiatrist added bropupin to my meds. It's supposed to make me more energetic and focused. I started taking half a pill every morning since last Thursday. I really don't think it's enough to help. Once I get out of bed I won't usually fall back asleep, but it's so fucking hard to get out of bed in the first place.
What's wrong with me? Why can't I wake up? :doh:/>
I can't wake up in the morning without my fiance there to kick me out of bed. I sleep through multiple alarms, I even turn them off in my sleep and can't remember doing it. Usually my fiance eventually manages to wake me up when he's tired of hearing my alarms going off.
Last night I stayed up till 2am studying. That's a little bit late for me, but I usually fall asleep around midnight anyways.
Spoiler
In the morning I slept through two alarms for my 7:30 class. My fiance tried to wake me up several time, but I was sleeping too deeply. Apparently I slapped him away too but I don't remember any of that. I finally gained semi-consciousness at 7:39, when he told me that he had tried to wake me up, and that I was already late. When I realized I was already going to miss my most important class, I decided to skip both and went back to sleep. My fiance headed to class.
He called me five times trying to wake me up while he was walking home. He came in the room shouting for me to get dressed because I guess he lost patience by that point (we had somewhere to be).
I don't know what's wrong with me! I'm trying to maintain a normal sleep schedule like my therapist suggested but I still feel exhausted and I can't wake up on my own. It's so frustrating because I feel soooo lazy, and that makes me angry with myself.
Last week my psychiatrist added bropupin to my meds. It's supposed to make me more energetic and focused. I started taking half a pill every morning since last Thursday. I really don't think it's enough to help. Once I get out of bed I won't usually fall back asleep, but it's so fucking hard to get out of bed in the first place.
What's wrong with me? Why can't I wake up? :doh:/>
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Take care x
MissHannah, on 18 September 2012 - 08:35 PM, said:
Thank you for your comment! It really is frustrating and I never hit my fiance in my sleep until I started therapy. Luckily it doesn't happen often.
Thanks for your input :]