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wanting
to erase every word ever said to me
by her, by him,
and by him
to bury it all again
to finally realize, once and for all
what I really am
and to stop striving to change
what I know to be true
about myself
to remove every mirror from existence
so that I don't have to confront
what it is that I don't want to see
to take up my tool
to give myself relief
to give myself what I want
to finally end it all
the struggle
the pain
the anger, the anxiety, the depression
the hatred of myself
wanting
to erase me
to erase every word ever said to me
by her, by him,
and by him
to bury it all again
to finally realize, once and for all
what I really am
and to stop striving to change
what I know to be true
about myself
to remove every mirror from existence
so that I don't have to confront
what it is that I don't want to see
to take up my tool
to give myself relief
to give myself what I want
to finally end it all
the struggle
the pain
the anger, the anxiety, the depression
the hatred of myself
wanting
to erase me
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