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Breathe Ewa

Posted by EVH , 28 October 2013 · 215 views

Tired. Lost. Helpless. Hopeless. Angry. Sad. Hurt. Frustrated.
Neuro. Micro. Bio. Trying to study. No chance. 5th coffee, black, bitter, hot. Burnt my mouth.
Vodka. Wine. Whiskey. Silence. Finally. Silence. Headache. Exam.
Crying. Trying. Begging. Taking a knife. Resisting the urge. Giving in.
Blood. On my thighs. On my hands. On the floor. Pain. Tears.
Flashbacks. Stopped breathing. Again. Easy. No pain. No fear.
The voice. Loud. Clear.
The love. Pure. True.
Breathe Ewa.

:hug: :hug: :hug:

Sitting with you.

My heart aches for you, empathizing with your pain.  Please know you can get through this.  **sitting with you**  

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