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As a Side Note In General

Posted by FloweringRose , 24 January 2013 · 116 views

So with everything I used to post about my grandmother, and all the feelings I used to have? It wasn't all in my head. My grandmother has some issues that my mother had to deal with growing up too, and well I got some relief knowing it wasn't just me. Some of her behavior in August and October were so appalling too (my grandmother) that I couldn't close my eyes anymore to the fact that she really can be a very ab*sive person.

I don't know. It's still hard accepting. Even knowing it's not just me. That I didn't cause all of my childhood and all of this pain. Still a lot to wrap around.

Day by day I guess. Even with all the pain (and clearly insomnia, it being so late) I am getting better. Little by little. Even with all those awful thoughts I mentioned in the other post..
I hope it keeps going up here. Thank goodness for my wonderful T and finally having some good friends. :wub:



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