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I had a couple of beers tonight. (for me it doesn't take much)
The night before last I had some whiskey - I had it in my place because someone gave it to me. I share a bottle of wine socially and it's fine.
But after some whiskey I raged at someone.
I was correct in my stance but way overboard in my behavior.
When I am alone and drinking - rare rare thing I stress.
Dr. Jekyll and Mrs. Hyde.
Why on a purely scientific thing I wonder - does this happen.
What does alcohol have to do with bringing forth this pure hellish rage. How do I manage to live day to day with all of that apparently lives inside me?
4 Comments On This Entry
im gonna regret this in the morning
on Sep 30 2011 06:50 PM
a flash then a memory then panic
on Jul 25 2011 05:13 PM
on Jul 17 2011 03:49 PM
My whole life
on Jul 16 2011 06:00 PM
to capture something, define something or feel something
on Jul 16 2011 10:40 AM