I haven't blogged here in a while.
It's become very hard for me at times to talk about how I feel. To write it down. To speak.
I feel trapped in my home life. I feel overwhelmed.
I feel my depression and my anxiety, like they are overrunning my life at times.
I feel like I am just existing.
I enjoy little to nothing. I look forward to just about nothing.
And then my anger creeps in.
I am still SI'ing.
I am not handling struggling well.
I hate this. And I almost feel this is pointless, writing here.
Because I don't feel that it will make any kind of difference at all.