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Invisible thoughts
Invisible feelings
Invisible emotions
Invisible self
Invisible everything
dont worry im just invisible....
I feel so shitty, I need to care more, I need to put more effort into others than myself...Ive been lectured and lectured and lectured about just worrying about myself right now and not anyone else...GAHHHHH..when do i stop worrying about myself and start worrying about others? I feel like i should be taking care of patti, have I lost my care?
the dreadful 5th is coming closer and closer, It will be a month since alex has been gone. Just kills me
inside.:bawling:/>
Im so tired of people telling me that im having a pity party or anything like that. IM JUST FUCKING ANGRY...I AM NOT PITTYING MYSELF....I just want to be myself again...i hate not being normal. I just want to not have gone through all the abuse.
Invisible feelings
Invisible emotions
Invisible self
Invisible everything
dont worry im just invisible....
I feel so shitty, I need to care more, I need to put more effort into others than myself...Ive been lectured and lectured and lectured about just worrying about myself right now and not anyone else...GAHHHHH..when do i stop worrying about myself and start worrying about others? I feel like i should be taking care of patti, have I lost my care?
the dreadful 5th is coming closer and closer, It will be a month since alex has been gone. Just kills me
inside.:bawling:/>
Im so tired of people telling me that im having a pity party or anything like that. IM JUST FUCKING ANGRY...I AM NOT PITTYING MYSELF....I just want to be myself again...i hate not being normal. I just want to not have gone through all the abuse.
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Sending you lots of hugs! 
It's an awkward balance, trying to care for others and yourself. As long as you're caring for something you're doing OK. It's when you are completely apathetic that you should start to worry. The fact that this even bothers you, proves you care a great deal. :-)
It's an awkward balance, trying to care for others and yourself. As long as you're caring for something you're doing OK. It's when you are completely apathetic that you should start to worry. The fact that this even bothers you, proves you care a great deal. :-)
Maddoggy88,
04 February 2013 - 01:07 AM
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