Becca is such a dog. And she believes that's what she should be. You know how dogs sometimes think they are humans? Well, Becca does not. She thinks I am a dog. LOL I love how accepting she is of who she is. Just the kind of personality I need around me.
My dinner with Shane went well. (My eldest) We talked about sports of course. I am out of the loop alittle. We normally go to every local game together. So he played catch up and told me all the best parts of everything I have missed. My kids are wonderful. I look at them and I see how important my life has been. I am raising the next generation. That's a big deal. And I am raising them well. I achieved my goal from yesterday. Got him a brace and we went to the Outback Steak house, boys and there meat. lol
So Monday I have an appointment with my advocate and the investigators. She is going to set everything up. More about this topic in the "pursueing charges" on forum. Tetrus has been a wonderful help on that forum. I am alittle nervous about this now knowing what I know. That I have to give them enough detail so they can picture it in their heads. Okay so my husband knows, hospital knows, advocate knows because she was at the hospital, and my counselor knows. My husband and counselor know that I was SA. That's all they know. The only people who know anything were the ones that did my exam. They have alot of information. I was kind of hoping that my medical would speak for itself.
As I was told I am a SURVIVOR. and that means I can do this. It also means I am going to do this.
Today goal is to write more. Read over it and try to get myself comfortable with the words and using the word "I and me" with other words. Maybe I'll even get courages enough to post some on forum. I am just feeling really strong. And I thank ALL of you for that! You are all such a HUGE part of my strength. LOVES to you all!!!!