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"working through the pain"

Posted by missophelia , 17 November 2013 · 186 views

I've heard that said before.  Work through the pain.  Sometimes, it's all you can do.
 
But how can you work through the pain
 
When you are so exhausted physically
 
That that exhaustion just leads to
 
Total emotional exhaustion.
 
It's hard to work on anything, work through anything,
 
Let alone work through any kind of paiin
 
When you have absolutely no energy.
 
That,
 
In a nutshell
 
Is where I am.
 
And that
 
Makes me want to just give up.



(((missophelia))) I'm so angry with your doctor! I can't imagine the frustration you must have when you're being told essentially this physical pain is all in your head. The xrays you mentioned in the previous entry showing arthritis wouldn't have anything to do with pain? Or Lymes Disease? You deserve better care my friend! 

 

I understand wanting to give up - you know I do, I just believe with all my being there will be another way. I can't say if going inpatient is that way, maybe taking one day at a time, finding one thing to help you through in a healthy way would help? When you're this exhausted every single thing is a monumental task. Be proud of every accomplishment! Remember you are loved and you make a difference in this world!

 

Much love!  hug.gif  hug.gif  hug.gif

Don't give up. I am right there with you!!!  I am in the same position and if you give up that gives me no hope...we have to keep going somehow.

 

 

I am with you and thinking of you. It is harder to feel the pain than to deny it but they say it's the only path out. Hold on tight.

I was told that too that all the pain is just in my head.  Noone listening to what I am telling them and even if it were all in my head it still would hurt so where is the help??

 

Fortunately I was discovered to have Fibromyalgia, the phantom pain disorder.  Chronic Fatigue Disorder is also another phantom pain disorder.  Both cause extreme fatigue.  From what I have read both of these disorders are a result from some past trauma and the trauma can be physical or emotional. 

 

Have you considered these a possibility?  Cuz there is help for both these disorders.

 

Thinking of you as always.

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missophelia
Nov 21 2013 08:39 PM

Susan, LoveJim, Zelda and bellachai

 

Thank you.  Your words mean the world to me.

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