Headlining all of those things right now is the fact that I don't want to be here. I don't want to be anywhere. I don't want to be on the planet. I am feeling like there is absolutely no reason for me to continue doing any single thing.
My depression is matched right now only by my anger. With a healthy dose of anxiety built right in there.
I am not sure how to pull myself out of this. Or if I want to. Right now, I'd just like to find some place to lay down, and never get back up again.