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Posted by missophelia , 21 March 2013 · 41 views

I am feeling very fragile at the moment. At the past several thousand moments, actually. And there is so much going on in my head.

Headlining all of those things right now is the fact that I don't want to be here. I don't want to be anywhere. I don't want to be on the planet. I am feeling like there is absolutely no reason for me to continue doing any single thing.

My depression is matched right now only by my anger. With a healthy dose of anxiety built right in there.

I am not sure how to pull myself out of this. Or if I want to. Right now, I'd just like to find some place to lay down, and never get back up again.



(((missophelia))) :metoyou: :hug: :hug: :hug:
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(((missophelia)))
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Mar 22 2013 07:02 AM
hey you guys,

bellachai, Nevetuli, MissHannah,

Thanks. Right now I'm just feeling numb. But your hugs and thoughts mean the world to me. :hug: :hug:

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