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Strange Occurences this Past Year - Seems like Final Destination

03 November 2012
Posted by Dibella2 
This past year has been very strange. I've been dealing with a lot and I haven't checked my account since last November. I didn't realize it has been that long. I had a few emails sent to me with well wishes and birthday wishes from last year. Thank you to those that sent them.

My last blog was about one abuser's wife passing and the other abuser hospitalized for a staph infection.

Well. This past spring, the abuser who lost his wife, collapsed outside a bar with a .50 blood alcohol level and was rushed to the ER and sent to rehap for 2 months. On October 26, he lost his life. He had a heart attack a week before and didn't make it.

This past August, the abuser who was hospitalized was in a motorcycle accident and lost a foot.

I'm not real sure what's going on, but I do know I haven't heard from ANY of my family in 2 weeks. I did not go to the visitation or the funeral. I cannot get myself to even call my parents to tell them I'm sorry they lost their son. Although I am sorry they lost a son, I am not sorry he's gone. Does that make me a bad person? I'm fairly sure no one will call me for months, I guess it will be a very quiet holiday season this year.

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