back on antidepressants
Contradictorily, I also have been berating myself for going off the medication in the first place. i was stable, things were going well--why change anything? I ended up back in a nightmare of severe depression that I thought I would never be in again. Being depressed for months has also destroyed many plans I had and sent my life into a mess again.
To make matters worse, so far the medication isn't working. I went back on Celexa, which I'd taken for five years and was working pretty well. It's only been three and a half weeks so I hope it starts working soon. My doctor just added Deplin in the hopes that would make the Celexa work faster.
Every day is so difficult when you're severely depressed. I am going to go to the gym today, even though I have no desire to go.