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I feel the need to hide away-and its affecting others

11 January 2013
Posted by amandaunderthepink 
I hide. I make sure to turn off my phone, move slowly, and am basically numb. Havent worked in 3 weeks. Even if they were to call me in, I couldnt go. I feel like I am moving through sludge.Its dark and enveloping-and destroying me. I have tried to keep all my thoughts off tommorow-but I know what that day is and I cannot face or escape it. I havent been to T in over a month, so I am not getting better. I do the best I can to look out for me-yet Im not sleeping, overeating, and am unmotivated, and cannot focus.

I really feel fragile right now-Im trapped in a fog and cant get away.

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2 Comments On This Entry

my thoughts are with you x
MissHannah, 12 January 2013 - 12:34 AM
Please try to be strong, try to do something for yourself. I've felt like you do, doing something for just me has helped. Plz contact me if you need.
Btappan, 12 January 2013 - 07:30 AM
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