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Posted by bellaroo , 21 January 2013 · 79 views

I absolutley LOATH flashbacks....I could just be sitting here and all of a sudden it hits me!!!!!...makes me feel like shit. Panic attacks are just as bad.

I had the worst dream ever last night...a friend of mine had been shot and killed from the man that molested me!!!! when will this ever end????!?!?!?!? I just feel like shit!!!
so overwhelmed with everything, i feel like im at my breaking point. I just hate not being able to sleep, panic attacks, and dumb dumb flashbacks....I am sooooo ruined!!! I wish I could re-live my life. I would never wish this pain on anyone...this is just awful. makes me feel so bad about myself, my body, everything.
I feel so disgusting, like a creep....I wish I could take it away. :bawling:
I feel like once i start therapy I just get started and then I have to stop, shes great at getting the info out but...sometimes I feel like I get no where



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