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Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 18 November 2013 · 148 views

Do I even feel anything?
Am I sad?
We'll never know now will we?
Because I can't cry now...
And the sorrow is a distant, lingering memory.
I have a smile that's plastered on my face.
I'm not pretending,
Yet it's frozen in place.
I have no master,
But I'm tegretol's puppet,
And yet without it,
I'm crumbling,
Not functioning,
Death.
So pick a side?
Or rather survive or die.
Sigh.
Can you love someone who can't love you back?
Can I even be in love if I can't feel?
Can I?
Can you?
I wish...for the first time in a while,
That I was normal.



you write beautifully.  and so expressively.  it's like i'm looking into a mirror...

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Simpletruth
Nov 18 2013 11:33 PM
Thank you so much Caracola...such a wonderful compliment...

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